Tuesday, December 27, 2011


So, another day doing the dialysis gig.
I really need to slow things down a bit. My appreciation for what I have is slowly being replaced by the greed and "NAUSEA" of days gone by.
Still searching for the meaning of it all, whatever that is.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Zoey in heat.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Gmail - Inbox - mtdurfee@gmail.com

Thank god for my Spanish speaking patients; She was able to let me know that the two housekeeping employees outside her room were arranging a buy of percocets for the next morning.
pt:"That's some good help you got here."

me: "they just tryin to make a livin'

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Lawyers guns and money

Waiting is hard.
Waging a war is unsatisfying, their are no real winners.
I just wish that my riggs would work out. Soon.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

All for One and....all for one.

The winds are blowing me off course...or so it would seem.

I think the time to move away from the familiar, comfortable and complacent and take a more active role in life. DaVita is pissing me off anyway, specifically the BS that Tracy gave me today about being "kind of happy that I was leaving because I sucked at the paperwork end of things" and "Patty spent alot of time fixing the mistakes I had made".
I was initially offended, but she is probably right. I refuse to count drugs as busywork and detest the the time wasting pointless "projects" that are frequently assigned to the willing subordinates.

I will end the "Davita" chapter of my life soon...gone but not forgotten. I really love my patients, but my dislike for the machine and the remarks of my ever supportive administrator will always leave a taste in my mouth.

All for one and ...all for one.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Vandals im

Once again I woke up on the wrong side of the law.
Apparently I FORGOT to pay my yearly excise tax, for a long time. And then my registration expired and then I FORGOT to renew.
The State Cop that pulled me over was kind enough to let me drive home and gave me a ticket for $100.

Then I get home and the mailman has left me more good news....I FORGOT to pay enough state taxes to Taxachusetts in 2007; apparently they were able to recalculate this after 4 years. $3k.

Did the Fed Taxes for this year; owe $3.7k; added to the $1k from last year, still unpaid and the 20k from 2004 to 2007, now we're talking some serious cash.

I would call my lawyer, but I owe him $1k, and he said no more pro bono.

ON my way up the road I remembered that I owe the association $1k, phone $500, electric $400, I must owe my ex some money; but her lawyer will let me know.

And back to the origin of this rant; how $100 turns to $400 when you FORGET to pay your excise taxes; now plus the $100 for the ticket...

At least I've got my health. The Medical Flex spending account randomly turned off my account for "improvements" until april 1st --the day of fools.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

I have succumbed to the taking of innocent lives. Squirrel lives, that is. Got the old mossberg 22 out and have ended 2 lives so far today. The no kill trap is not catching anything and the ceiling already shows signs that the population living in my house has decreased.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

And you charge me $35 for some burgers I ate 14 days ago?

TD Bank I loathe you!

I feel like the bad son who has dishonored the family by forgetting grandma's birthday and then she is run over by a rickshaw before you can give her the present hastily made.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Life, continued

Some days are longer than others. Waiting for a call that doesn't come may actually slow time
As the search for a job drags on I am humbled by the obstacles in my path. It's not self doubt, although I'm sure that has arisen at times; it is more the realization that I am not as valuable as I once thought. I think this way because I hope to learn from it.

She wants a car and she wants it NOW.
The realities of my finances hit hard some times, but as much as I would like to give her money that I don't have, she will have to learn patience.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

ONe more time!

Another endeavor into the art of the blog for me.
I do feel obligated to post about the CR 48 Google Laptop that I received last month.

I love this freaking thing!! I had just bought a Gtab for 400$ in the beginning of January and upgraded my phone to HTC EVO in Novemer. I am all teched up and can't afford to go anywhere.

So, I work alot, to pay the cost of my crimes.

Back to the machine...I bring this everywhere with me now. Kind of like Linus' blanket, except this blanket connects to the web and I find more and more reasons to be on the web; in the cloud; connected, sort of,.,,

It is lightening fast, comes with free Verizon Broad Band for 2 years will log into almost any wifi I have encountered that isn't locked. I can make phone calls, video calls, IM's various chats and all that stuff I haven't even learned about yet.

I get the feeling that it is just another drug. Probably will ruin me in the end, but it feels sooooo good now!